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whew. finally get to post. keep going out. :P

currently doing my drawing. hais. last minute work man. havent even do my colour theory. ><

this week is so funn. went to national museum of singapore on fri. haha. crapped there. well sorta. :x

saw zf and his grp peeps at dhoby when we were going to the arcade. haha. played time crisis with candace n ch. bahh. nid to play more often. rusty alr. haha. then went to the museum.. yada yada. aft the whole thing, me abid and hidah walked to orchard. do nth thr. jus walk and slack. hidah went to collect her payslip. we disturb abid along the way talking about shoes! haha. about 730 took bus home. kinda late. haha.

ahh. finally got to download weightless by all time low. FINALLY !!! omg. alex's voice nvr change! so .. ahh. ^^

gone ..

i'm sick and tired of being patient. im sick and tired of the stress. the bullshit arnd. i'm done being who i am now. a fresh new start is wht i need. no more being the idiot who'd put up with this crap.

wht a week..

what a week. i finally got to let out my emotions. but it wasnt zf. zf was being dominated by his other self, nick. i seriously didnt wanna talk to him. his friends think imma psycho cuz i was talking to myself. actually i was talking to nick. hais. in the end, i talked to fd. next day, thursday, during avs, i was sitting then.. i fell from my chair. it didnt hurt. but when i fell, i thought of zf and how much i missed him and started crying.. IN CLASS. i really wan zf back! he is the most easiest person to talk to.

talked to hidah in the end. she told me to cool down. not to care abt nick. maybe nick needs time. and all those stuff. so i did..

fast forward to sat. went to some FAIL game fest. i mean utterly fail in my book. sheesh. a console game fest would be btr. 10000% more. haha. in the end.. it was also the same like any other day. with the class.. crapping here and thr. haha.

finally.. zf is back. so relieved. if it was still nick.. i'd be asleep now. xD

-Arie

what the..

it's almost a month. and the stress has gotten to people. hidah got sick due to stress.. pity her. dun wan see her sick~ zac's also feeling the stress. Everyone is stressed. DMD(G)'s not takin it easy. Assignments come and go. Grades up and down. we have to learn to deal with it. ill soon breakdown if i don't talk to someone. so.. i've booked an appointment with zf. lol. i just made him sounnd that big. haha. he deserves rhe credit anyways.

sometimes i feel that being in sec sch is so much btr. i do miss sec sch but am more excited being in poly. i used to be able to handle the stress. i mean cmon. npcc, student council, amaths, SCHOOL~ hais. but these stress.. we shared it among cca-mate, exco members and classmates.

right now.. i feel unappreciated. maybe they are showing it in a different way? i dont know. my intuition tells me they dun appreciate it. some do. kudos to them. im ic right now. pple keep telling me.. get urself an aic. easy for u all to say~ i wanna get a guy as aic so that if thr was any heavy jobs they would be able to handle it. but i see the guys are still playful. how am i going to pick an aic then?! guess im going to handle this by myself.

i wear a fake mask. hiding my stress. see me as a happy go lucky person but deep inside, im hurting. no one udnerstands.

no one cares if i faint. no one cares if i fall. no one cares if i fall sick. no one cares even if i die.

my monday

Today.. was an extremely sleepy day. I mean SLEEPY. first was lecture.. everyone's like dead. so i have to high a bit. then go break.. wait for jasper print his stuff. ahh. then the whole 03 came. i was like wtf? they were waiting for us. such good pals. (:

then drawing. it was freakingggggggggggg cold. i mean COLD! and half of 03 were trying to stay awake .. telling jokes and all. then end alr .. finally. it was like.. 4 hours.. oh wait.. lesson IS 4 hours. then a few of us.. near half went to long john.. me, candace, chiahao, zac, jasper, eugene and abid. small space yet 7 pple went. haha. jasper was like,"ah dun discuss work here lah. come here relax one leh." all of us went silent for a split second. aft ljs, went to hub. along the way, abid wanted to sit and chiahao was plucking leaves.. for homework.. haha we went ahead and played hide and seek.

went in funcentre. saw GH: WT PS2 set! i was wtf! nvm cant buy.. walk again.. saw ... ROCK BAND 2. 82 bucks.. nice. wont get alr. sad. we went jalan- jalan again. this time we went up play a bit daytona.. then went basement walk in fairprice. haha walked out chiahao wan see phone. then go up. they wan go play pool.. nvr play pool so go home. haha.



- Arie

ouh

found this online. haha. excited blink is back! shooting on green screen seh. ^^

wtf !

boring day. like duh. abid asked me to folo go art friend.. cant!

Keep doing assignments all day. siannnnnnnssssss. so.. since i was sian, i went to myspace to go see wht the celebs are up to. (:

went to most of their prof.. i stopped at mark hoppus. in case peeps doesn't know who he is, he is the bassist for blink 182. i went there to check on the status of blink lahhh. then i went his webby and saw the photos of some shoes!




wthh! those all star ones are the bomb! i really want it ! :'(

ouh well. nid go grandma hse alr.

signing off,
Arie

I'm moving back in!

Okay. I got sick of myspace.. I only used it to check out celebs. :P

hahas. okayokay. Now it's kinda plain.. and boring. haha. Soon ..