bahh bahh bahh. So energetic yet so bored. :/ I want to keep watching vids but got bored. haha. First off, GRATS to a new happy couple. Next, im twittering! Follow me @lifeisanarie of you do have an account. :P

haha. just did a quiz @ facebook, What is your most favorite Warped Tour 2009 band? quiz!. haha. They had forever the sickest kids, all time low and the maine. [All time low and Forever The Sickest Kids ftw. :D] They didn't include A Rocket To The Moon and We The Kings! D: noo~ SAD.

hais. jus wanted to blog. :D haha. im done here. BE GONE!

-Arie

Woots! Term break! [-.-] Term break is only for us to catch up on our sleep. No holidays man. If it was, i wouldn't be doing my colour theory right now. 20 pages of torture. It kills me to cut my WWE mags. BAHH. hais. Would've finished yesterday but was too busy watching vids online. xD

Yesterday night watched a tonn of all time low vids. haha. Forever the sickest kids and all time low kept trashing each other's tour vans. haha!



Quote: " .. starting with the dude with the hair that looks like this." xD

I'm happy that i started talking to zf again. i guess i over-reacted. but he told me he doesn't want to be nick anymore and hate that name. i know he is serious this time. AND! I found my long lost sister! SKY! :D

Good week.


-Arie

hais. this week is filled with emotions. monday, drawing.. sian. enough said. tuesday, off day.. but still nid go out buy drawing stuff.. go out also nid think of sch. wednesday is the day we always look forward to. haha. pogd was okay as usual. comms was ... erm.. heh. :) stayed up till 4 am to do vas and wht happened? HE DIDNT CHECK THE WORK! wtf .. made me stay up so late.. zz. lost my sleep for vas? wtf lah. Today was.. okay.. desfun was with mr simon.. laugh laugh.. then break. play dota. then colour theory.. haha. wanted to go to annual camp's campfire but something came up.. it was nth in the end.. wth.

i was actually suprised that people noticed my msn pm. haha. a few was like, 'you can always talk to me :D'. MORE SUPRISINGLY, two are my classmates! anban and, i cant believe im saying this, eugene. xD haha. jkjk. he's a good guy. both are. aww. feel so good to have classmates like them.

before

whew. finally get to post. keep going out. :P

currently doing my drawing. hais. last minute work man. havent even do my colour theory. ><

this week is so funn. went to national museum of singapore on fri. haha. crapped there. well sorta. :x

saw zf and his grp peeps at dhoby when we were going to the arcade. haha. played time crisis with candace n ch. bahh. nid to play more often. rusty alr. haha. then went to the museum.. yada yada. aft the whole thing, me abid and hidah walked to orchard. do nth thr. jus walk and slack. hidah went to collect her payslip. we disturb abid along the way talking about shoes! haha. about 730 took bus home. kinda late. haha.

ahh. finally got to download weightless by all time low. FINALLY !!! omg. alex's voice nvr change! so .. ahh. ^^

gone ..

i'm sick and tired of being patient. im sick and tired of the stress. the bullshit arnd. i'm done being who i am now. a fresh new start is wht i need. no more being the idiot who'd put up with this crap.

wht a week..

what a week. i finally got to let out my emotions. but it wasnt zf. zf was being dominated by his other self, nick. i seriously didnt wanna talk to him. his friends think imma psycho cuz i was talking to myself. actually i was talking to nick. hais. in the end, i talked to fd. next day, thursday, during avs, i was sitting then.. i fell from my chair. it didnt hurt. but when i fell, i thought of zf and how much i missed him and started crying.. IN CLASS. i really wan zf back! he is the most easiest person to talk to.

talked to hidah in the end. she told me to cool down. not to care abt nick. maybe nick needs time. and all those stuff. so i did..

fast forward to sat. went to some FAIL game fest. i mean utterly fail in my book. sheesh. a console game fest would be btr. 10000% more. haha. in the end.. it was also the same like any other day. with the class.. crapping here and thr. haha.

finally.. zf is back. so relieved. if it was still nick.. i'd be asleep now. xD

-Arie

what the..

it's almost a month. and the stress has gotten to people. hidah got sick due to stress.. pity her. dun wan see her sick~ zac's also feeling the stress. Everyone is stressed. DMD(G)'s not takin it easy. Assignments come and go. Grades up and down. we have to learn to deal with it. ill soon breakdown if i don't talk to someone. so.. i've booked an appointment with zf. lol. i just made him sounnd that big. haha. he deserves rhe credit anyways.

sometimes i feel that being in sec sch is so much btr. i do miss sec sch but am more excited being in poly. i used to be able to handle the stress. i mean cmon. npcc, student council, amaths, SCHOOL~ hais. but these stress.. we shared it among cca-mate, exco members and classmates.

right now.. i feel unappreciated. maybe they are showing it in a different way? i dont know. my intuition tells me they dun appreciate it. some do. kudos to them. im ic right now. pple keep telling me.. get urself an aic. easy for u all to say~ i wanna get a guy as aic so that if thr was any heavy jobs they would be able to handle it. but i see the guys are still playful. how am i going to pick an aic then?! guess im going to handle this by myself.

i wear a fake mask. hiding my stress. see me as a happy go lucky person but deep inside, im hurting. no one udnerstands.

no one cares if i faint. no one cares if i fall. no one cares if i fall sick. no one cares even if i die.